haiz..i reli dunno wat 2 do rite nw..i dunno shuld i hate u or shuld i love u..i love u d way u are..bt sumtimes d way u treat me is makin me nt 2 love you bt 2 hate you..its jz dat i care bout u so much..i reli cnt not thinking of you all d time..its hard 4 me 2 live lik dis you noe..i msg u..u dun reply..oni sumtimes u do..i call u..most of d time u wont pick up..i dunno y...lik 2day..ur jz lik pushing me away..u seldom talk 2 me..u jz left me a side..i knw dat ur injured..bt at least u tell me..u said u love me..u said u love been with me..bt y r u treating me lik dis..i m reli upset cz of dis..n d way u treat me..i reli jz wish u would treat me better..no matter wher.when n how..everitime u call n said u 'll be coming over...im reli happy till i 4get every thing dat u ever make me unhappy....angry n etc..all i want frm u is jz u treating me better dats all..i jz wan stay happy with u oni..sumtimes at nite..i cried bcz of dis coz i couldn take it anymore..i jz wish things would be better 4 us in d future ..im sowie dat dis mornin u hav 2 b alone outside while waiting 4 me 2 finish my tuit..i guess u wont want me 2 get bad result in SPm rite?..sumtimes i jz feel so guilty 4 d things i do 2 ppl..haiz..well..i wish u would be reading dis..at least u knw how i feel..v talked about dis b4..u promised..bt nw ur doin d same thing all over again..im reli feeling stress rite nw..with everything..piano exam..trials...SPM..d way u treat me..i knw its nt reli important 4 u..bt it is 2 me..well..ur d most important person in my life..U KNW DAT?...i reli wish u were reading dis...well i guess till here...i reli love u...n i cared about u..i reli do..sumtimes i dont show it out..u mite not knw..bt deep inside of me i do..frm d outside im happy...bt frm d inside im nt..n dats it..dats wat i m nw..
[melchoo]
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